Voltie
Posted 4 years ago ( 2019/11/17 04:56:13 )
@Valefor: I am on the roliana discord and someone posted their avi and it made me remember about voltras while I was in florida but it wasn't until now that I actually login but i had to google it to get the name right XD ;;;
I need to make it a routine or something calming to do everyday so that I can check and know what is happening here and on other sites.
I got out of the habit of getting on my laptop or even tablet computer. OTL ;;; I need to make it easier to use and work with!
I feel a little overwhelmed in my surroundings at the moment near my desk right now. I need to clean the floor around it from books, stamps, and ink pads I have right now that do not have a home at the moment. I want to organize them but i need to clean a spot in the basement to do that/ koijuhgyft ARGHH
Please do!! I think it was a little quiet but the leader/owner is very active and working out the details and issues with the site right now.
I am wishing them( the team) all the best and the best vibes and cheers!!
The trip was fun with my mom but i think it has? My Dad's family, my grandma is hard to talk to and my aunt never wanted to actually meet with us or hang out at ALL the whole four days we were there. That is a whole thing that will take up too many post to explain. My Mom's side was pretty good and fun but after the grandma's visit and painting a door it was hard to get into a nice working groove to finish things because the unexpected things happened. Like the washing machined needed new parts, my grandmie's stop light brake light switch stopped working and we need to fix it. We got super sleepy and had to keep going out to the hardware store to get all of the items we needed to finish the job;;; my great aunt had a small stroke in Sept about two weeks after my Dad's dad died (He died the last week of Aug) So its been a wild ride for both sides of the family and when it rain, it pours. My Great-aunt is doing pretty good and she can talk, drive, and basely as normal but there is moments where you can notice what happened to her after the stroke.
I wil try and keep my mind stable and calm; I almost got into the loop of feeling doubt and feeling bad about my skills in art and other things I am good at. So I needed to stop that moment or row. I stopped it while playing animal crossing and post here! Reading you post helped as well. I just need to get out of my mind and get to work! get my hands busy. <3
I miss the avi sites and I feel like even gaiaonline is having a hard time keeping active or having people on their site for a long time compared to when it was a few years old. Only about 4k people online at this time a few hours ago when I looked. So quiet. It's eerie. I know now or probably joining a new avi site is a lot of work trying to get gold for items or talking to new people can be hard? I know it is very easy to just lurk and never post much! I have a few new sites like that but never got a lot of users;; I know the feeling about not want to bug or nag them like that or bother bother bother them like Potter Tales! It can be others mad or not want to talk to you >//<;; I have bad experience with that. But those people weren't really close to me in any way.
I can't use my iPhone with Pantheon but i can see it pretty good with my iPad. I tired to get on the website with my laptop but it wouldn't load for me at ALL!!
So I had to use my iPad instead. WEIRD.
Oh!! I checked and went through all of the blues ;3 I think it is number 72(Sapperine) or there another blue I could use! I just need to use it on my clothes;; Hehe --
I still need to try out the custom laying system but I wanted to post a bit more before buying things! I think I bought too many things before I knew what I wanted! > w<
I did two watercolors pictures a day and I changed the brand of watercolors too but I stopped around the Day 8/9?? But I want to get back to it and try to do something small for each day or just do one a day so far. I started it this year because a rp group I am in was having a two month event that is like Art fight and I thought it was a good chance for me to work in watercolor and use all of my sets to see if I can get rid of a few or find one I like more than the others.
However a lot of things came up on the 10th day and I got sad and didnt have enough time to set up everything up.....also there was some arguments that set me off on a blue mood too. That is gone or is better now.
Hugs!!!! I know that stress and I had it as well!! I felt guilty for feeling behind and the gap got wider and wider;;;;
Same here but sometimes my Dad doesn't want a thing anymore, he will put it in my room or near my desk and it drives me up a WALL!! My mom will clean a spot in the basement and get to clean a spot open to clean more but my dad will fill it up again with things and we both are like......naw it'll stay that way so we dont need to clean the more mess. jiuyftd HAHAH poi ///feeling nuts.
Woooo~! That one definitely intrigued me as well! When the professor isn't boring or their voice isn't monotone is the best!!!
When they are excited or their voice is nice makes it easier to learn! True that!! I remember my college days XD;;; Always different to school to school too!
My upcoming holidays is .....sort of not holiday feeling or thats what my mom said. We dont have the feeling yet but we might have a small meal for Thanksgiving and might shop if there is something that the whole family wants or its a good deal. At the moment it is trying to organize the house and make sure that we can stay clean and vacuum things XD;;
I still havent unpacked and I got back on the 14th OTL
