@keef: Given how much stigma is attached to being a psychopath (especially with all the sensationalism in the media), I can't imagine it having all that positive of an effect on a person. Although I guess most people have that little bit of themselves that's convinced that they hate themselves to various degrees...

I know somebody who found out in their 40s that they're on the autism spectrum and it was such a relief for them because their whole life suddenly made sense. For 40 long years! As I understand it, it was an affirmation that they weren't some kind of monster or like, weird, or something. You said it better than I did.

Whatever you find, I hope it's an enlightening process for you. Won't stop you from living your truth.