i just wanna vent a little.
so i have a boyfriend and a girlfriend. (polyamory yay)
and the gf lives an hour away and bf and i live together. It makes it hard to see her cause i work a lot, and have an etsy shop i need to make time for.
bf works an hour away int he opposite direction of gf.
so we are all scattered and while we manage to see each other at least twice a week, its still rough.
my job has scheduled me for every weekend the last 6 weekends, friday-sunday. and both bf and gf get weekends off.
so im sooo frustrated.
and my etsy shop is steady and slowly picking up and i feel like i have time for NOTHING. i dont get time to myself much and if i do i am just...sad. i am so worn out i will just sleep all day or cry or something.
i dont want to bring it up much with gf, because she will feel super guilty (she's had really really shitty relatinships int he past and i dont wanna make her feel bad..im her first healthy relationship)
but bf knows a bit and he tries to help me as best he can.
why can't i just get a could extra days to just mellow out?
its why i haven't been on lately. i dont have time for ANYTHING.
i wanna cry, guys.
comfort me pls.
or talk about your own experiences.
sorry for the wall of text ; A;
Always ping me please. 
