You can die anytime...Well... My birthday is in a week... I turn 30 years old x.x And I have nothing to show for it... No job (rotten luck finding one), no house of my own (I live with my parents), no car (driving kinda scares me a little bit) so I'm thinking I might be a little depressed. It also doesn't help that my birthday lands not long after Christmas. I want to be excited about it, just because it was something I was happy about as a kid, but I'm just not able to. I just wonder if this is normal for those that have felt like this before?
but living takes true courage.
Tumbleweed
Your path is your own and its unique, don't judge yourself based on other people.
Always ping me please. 
Of course it's normal to feel that way. I'm sure you had things you wanted or expected to achieve by this point; I know that feeling all too well. It's depressing. But the only thing to do is not let go of your goals, and keep working toward them. Better late than never. In the meantime, focus on the things you have achieved, the things you've been through, and the work you've put in. If you have supportive friends and/or family, that's even better: talk to them about where you are in life and where you'd like to be, and what they can do to help you get there, even if it's just offering their encouragement. This is something I think most people go through in one way or another, unless they've had everything handed to them--and not having those things handed to you, hard as it may be, is an advantage in itself. 
