So It's been a while since i been on here due to work hours being all over the place and working on national novel writing month and soon I'll be starting life's an rpg (its pretty much a fun way to set goals in life and what not if interested i could send link)... Now knowing the holidays are upon us (well thanks giving is in two days) in my nano writing over the weekend i got one day a head of my self. Now do i want to write today or do i want to hold off and write again tomorrow .... or do I want to just keep writing every day to finish the nano writing sooner?

@Totalanimefan: yea i started doing puzzles debating if i should write more .. I should be on 40,008 in my writing which i am but i don't know if i should get to 41,675 cus being a day ahead

@Lina: Thanks due to the holiday i actually made sure i'm a day ahead so if i didn't have the energy after work from the holiday rush i wouldn't feel bad.

@Totalanimefan: well I was slightly depressed but after a message my friend just gave me i feel a bit better.

@Lina: well the goal i have is bite sizes.. like i did a research that said 1,667 words a day for the nano. So that's what i been doing but last weekend i got on a roll and did two days worth of writing so it made it so i'm a day a head. But thanks to two weeks none stop working pretty much my boss kind of gave me a 'mini' vacation. his putting me back to working my typical days so Thrusday is thanksgiving so the store is closed then he gave me my typical Friday Saturday sunday Monday off so i got almost a week off. So i'm hoping maybe i can finish earlier. I mean i know my novel sucks but it's just that 'i'm doing it' feel it might give me confident when i go to set up my life rpg

@Totalanimefan: I think it's cus the way work got it kicked my anxiety at the end of the day and my anxiety kicked depresion and i'm a screw up feeling. But i sent a packing to a friend she wasn't home when it was delivered so she got home and opened it and sent me ' I just opened the box. I about fell off the couch when I saw the bubbly.' it made me feel better cus for 2 weeks besides telling her 'you need to sign for the package' i kept ti a secret ^^