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Posted 4 years ago
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i slept on the couch last night at this airbnb and my body is sooo sore
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Posted 4 years ago
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@LilMissKushy: i heard about that kid too, its real! he was shot 7 times after his mom called the cops on him for having an autistic meltdown while she was at work. i cant imagine calling the police on anyone let alone my own kid
and thank u for ur well wishes <3 it sucks how many people have to go thru so much shit just so priviledged people can feel kushy.
also i loooove dolls and doll fashion lmao. i got some shirts to crop for myself though and one of my new friends loves to make clothes so im gonna try and design something for them to make for me at some point
@0v7: tbh i really want kynseed or some topdown aRPG that has a big world and big lore. but also i want something simple that i can just pick back up every now and then when i have time to play games
and thank u for ur well wishes <3 it sucks how many people have to go thru so much shit just so priviledged people can feel kushy.
also i loooove dolls and doll fashion lmao. i got some shirts to crop for myself though and one of my new friends loves to make clothes so im gonna try and design something for them to make for me at some point
@0v7: tbh i really want kynseed or some topdown aRPG that has a big world and big lore. but also i want something simple that i can just pick back up every now and then when i have time to play games
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Posted in having a hard time being homeless
Posted 4 years ago
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@Miss Sandman: its just how capitalism works - this is a good piece on it and and so is this. its really fucked up!
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Posted 4 years ago
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i love being in an airbnb right now its so nice
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Posted 4 years ago
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~ open ~
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Posted 4 years ago
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ok one more reserved just in case
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Posted 4 years ago
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things i wanna do:
customize my clothes
finish my book
get stickers & dashboard knick-knacks for the van
make something with clay
play a videogame
read a book
customize my clothes
finish my book
get stickers & dashboard knick-knacks for the van
make something with clay
play a videogame
read a book
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Posted in vessel's pocket
Posted 4 years ago
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lost a squat that me, my partner & a friend were staying at cause someone called the cops. THEN had the cops called on me for legally parking at my friends house in a ~nice neighborhood~ -- the cop put his hand on his gun and be intimidating cause im autistic. the cop only left once my partner showed up and completely changed his demeanor lol
(9/8) my partner got a rotten tooth pulled and we got donated money to have an airbnb for their recovery, we got to take a really nice bath together in a huge tub (even though the power went out cause of the fires), and we've been able to eat together sometimes which we werent able to do when i couldnt eat any food recently. started watching rick n morty.
(9/9) at a diff airbnb now, had some testing done to see what was wrong w my stomach n then i helped my partner thru a seizure. im stressed out
(9/12) crashing at a friend's friend's house to get out of the smoke. i keep having bad asthma and feeling really out of it. my stomachs been hurting rly bad
(9/8) my partner got a rotten tooth pulled and we got donated money to have an airbnb for their recovery, we got to take a really nice bath together in a huge tub (even though the power went out cause of the fires), and we've been able to eat together sometimes which we werent able to do when i couldnt eat any food recently. started watching rick n morty.
(9/9) at a diff airbnb now, had some testing done to see what was wrong w my stomach n then i helped my partner thru a seizure. im stressed out
(9/12) crashing at a friend's friend's house to get out of the smoke. i keep having bad asthma and feeling really out of it. my stomachs been hurting rly bad
10/6 was my birthday! i turned 27 in baker city oregon trying to drive across the country to ohio. on the 7th my partner was hospitalized and had to go to the ER by ambulance. we got a place ticket for the 11th to go to ohio to crash with my partner's friends so we can rest and try and recover from being homeless once we realized we were too sick to drive
in ohio now, trying to find somewhere to live since the situation here feels toxic and tense. also trying to set up doing a fundraiser to raise money and then continuously get money donated to us
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Posted 4 years ago
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about me:
im 26, Indigenous, queer & trans (he/they). libra sun, gemini moon, scorpio rising
i'm disabled and autistic and its a big part of what i talk about! i'm a survivor of lifelong trauma and i've put a lot of work into who i am now and i wanna be around people who are working on doing the same. i have a hard time not being intense bcus of autism but i just really like having deep conversations with people. im bad at small talk
i have a cat named ursula mayonnaise thats being watched by some friends, and i live in a van named milkshake.
and i have my cat with me and i'm housed for the time being :')
i'm very into:
disability rights, weed, the decolonization of food & food politics, outsider art, communism, graphic design, being a dumbass, poetry, surrealism, dreams/nightmares, psychedelics, frogs, fashion, researching
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Posted 4 years ago
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hi, im vess.
i'm currently homeless in oregon and dont have internet regularly!
i'm in ohio right now, still technically homeless, but crashing at someones house! i really like having people to talk to when i'm able to be online, so i'm hoping to use this as a way to keep people updated w/ whats going on with me and to just kinda have conversations every now and then.
feel free to chat! i'm pretty chill even though i'm constantly goin thru rough times
rules:
just dont start sounding like a fascist or like yr fascist adjacent and we're probably good
i'm currently homeless in oregon and dont have internet regularly!
i'm in ohio right now, still technically homeless, but crashing at someones house! i really like having people to talk to when i'm able to be online, so i'm hoping to use this as a way to keep people updated w/ whats going on with me and to just kinda have conversations every now and then.
feel free to chat! i'm pretty chill even though i'm constantly goin thru rough times
rules:
just dont start sounding like a fascist or like yr fascist adjacent and we're probably good
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Posted 4 years ago
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what kinda projects have people been working on? ive been working on a poetry / art book all year
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Posted in having a hard time being homeless
Posted 4 years ago
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@milkshake: thank u so much u_u its definitely been a struggle and has really shown me how much i can overcome if anything. i know im gonna get low points but im rly rly trying to not let them get so low that i relapse or smth
i'm gonna stay alive n im gonna try n stay alive <3
i'm gonna stay alive n im gonna try n stay alive <3
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Posted 4 years ago
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i also was harassed by a cop recently and as like a very obvious disabled autistic queer person it was really fckin scary
like he had his hand near his gun and everything and only left once my partner showed up
like he changed his demeanor completely bcus my partner seemed confident and i seemed """unhinged""""
like he had his hand near his gun and everything and only left once my partner showed up
like he changed his demeanor completely bcus my partner seemed confident and i seemed """unhinged""""
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Posted 4 years ago
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im really struggling
the amount of stress on my mind and body is really bad for me
everytime we're in a store i think about drinking, like when walking down wine aisles etc. i know i cant have any of it without getting horribly sick but part of me is like just wanting SOMETHING. i cant have alcohol i cant have opiates i cant have stimulants and i cant have a n y t h i n g. weed barely helps my pain at all and my brain is just. fckin goin FAST and im constantly in work & trauma mode. i can rly see why so many houseless folk cant get off of drugs - the physical & emotional pain is intense and ive barely even gone thru the hard shit of it
ive been clean from self-harm for about two years now but everytime i get stressed out and start having an autism melt down its the first thing my brain goes to. its getting really scary the images i get in my head and the craving
i've also still been in horrible pain - i cant keep up with my meds and i cant keep up with my HRT. the most i can do is try and eat and sleep and get to where we need to go
and the state is on fire and i'm right near where both of my parents live and aaaaaaaaaaaa im screaming
idk what to do for self care anymore either. we're at the cheapest airbnb we could find because of how hot it is and all the smoke is bad for my asthma so i have internet rn at least but i cant focus on anything long enough to relax
the amount of stress on my mind and body is really bad for me
everytime we're in a store i think about drinking, like when walking down wine aisles etc. i know i cant have any of it without getting horribly sick but part of me is like just wanting SOMETHING. i cant have alcohol i cant have opiates i cant have stimulants and i cant have a n y t h i n g. weed barely helps my pain at all and my brain is just. fckin goin FAST and im constantly in work & trauma mode. i can rly see why so many houseless folk cant get off of drugs - the physical & emotional pain is intense and ive barely even gone thru the hard shit of it
ive been clean from self-harm for about two years now but everytime i get stressed out and start having an autism melt down its the first thing my brain goes to. its getting really scary the images i get in my head and the craving
i've also still been in horrible pain - i cant keep up with my meds and i cant keep up with my HRT. the most i can do is try and eat and sleep and get to where we need to go
and the state is on fire and i'm right near where both of my parents live and aaaaaaaaaaaa im screaming
idk what to do for self care anymore either. we're at the cheapest airbnb we could find because of how hot it is and all the smoke is bad for my asthma so i have internet rn at least but i cant focus on anything long enough to relax
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