Lucifera's posts
Posted in Probably not the greatest post
Posted 5 years ago
@Totalanimefan: I don't know... I've been in the hospital the past week though and they let me out for a bit tonight to see how I do but I'm going back so... =(
Posted in Probably not the greatest post
Posted 5 years ago
@Matcha: Trying. Everything just doesn't seem to matter right now.
@Totalanimefan: I have an intolerance to psych meds. I literally can't take them. Every time I have I have ended up having horrible reactions. My therapist knows, my doctor knows. I've tried to check into the hospital.
@Totalanimefan: I have an intolerance to psych meds. I literally can't take them. Every time I have I have ended up having horrible reactions. My therapist knows, my doctor knows. I've tried to check into the hospital.
Posted in Probably not the greatest post
Posted 5 years ago
I've been severely depressed for weeks. I have been talking to doctors but due to a sensitivity to psych meds I have nothing that can help. I'm tired. And all I can think is that I really just want to end it. I could give a million reasons why, I could rant and rave about everything going wrong right now. But all I can say is no matter how much positivity I push, my depression makes my physically sick. To the point where I don't even feel human anymore. And I don't have a single person I can talk to.
Posted in Oh goodness, it's been a bit...
Posted 5 years ago
@Alyssya: Yeah... Unfortunately if they draw any more blood I might die of blood loss. D= Lol. How are you?
Posted in Oh goodness, it's been a bit...
Posted 5 years ago
@Saeyra: I hope so!!! They are such good markers. the few issues with them are honestly minuscule compared to what you get for the price. Best cheap markers you can get, imo. If I was working rn I'd still be building my copic/windsor and newton collection but... Gotta get what you can, right? =P
Posted in The Scribble Box
Posted 5 years ago
@Totalanimefan: Niuce! What are you studying?
Posted in Oh goodness, it's been a bit...
Posted 5 years ago
@Alyssya:
@Saeyra: Yeah! They're really awesome. I think they are hosting an amazon giveaway event right now? They're launching their 120 color set. =D
@ Both: Having a really hard time of it. I had some weird chest pain the other night and the last 3 days i have pretty much been in bed with a huge migraine and have gotten so dizzy I could barely walk. Not sure what's wrong even now. But more tests were done so.. Hoping to hear something back.
@Saeyra: Yeah! They're really awesome. I think they are hosting an amazon giveaway event right now? They're launching their 120 color set. =D
@ Both: Having a really hard time of it. I had some weird chest pain the other night and the last 3 days i have pretty much been in bed with a huge migraine and have gotten so dizzy I could barely walk. Not sure what's wrong even now. But more tests were done so.. Hoping to hear something back.
Posted in Oh goodness, it's been a bit...
Posted 5 years ago
@Alyssya: Kinda. Spent most of the day in the hospital so... Lol. Yeah.
Posted in Oh goodness, it's been a bit...
Posted 5 years ago
@Val: Thank you! I will. 
@Alyssya: NP! And for the most part, yes. =P It's nice to log on and chat for a bit when I can.
@Alyssya: NP! And for the most part, yes. =P It's nice to log on and chat for a bit when I can.
Posted in The Scribble Box
Posted 5 years ago
@Totalanimefan: It definitely feels wonderful. =P And that sounds awesome. =P Doing some studying or..?
Posted in The Scribble Box
Posted 5 years ago
@Totalanimefan: Okay. Having a nice warm cup of tea. And yourself?
Posted in Sketchbook Hunt
Posted 5 years ago
@koneko: I have tried that. xD I mostly do thin layers just to do some thumbnails but like... I dunno. I just never really cared for thinner paper. It doesn't feel as nice to draw on.
I haven't tried the 138lb artbook by canson yet. Only their 98lb and I haaaate it so much. I dunno if I am the only one who gets paper rage, but I can draw on printer paper for sketching and be happy. Can't draw on the 98lb candon mixed media without absolutely gritting my teeth. LOL.
I haven't tried the 138lb artbook by canson yet. Only their 98lb and I haaaate it so much. I dunno if I am the only one who gets paper rage, but I can draw on printer paper for sketching and be happy. Can't draw on the 98lb candon mixed media without absolutely gritting my teeth. LOL.
Posted in The Scribble Box
Posted 5 years ago
@vengeance: Just finished some artwork a bit ago.
@Totalanimefan:
@Totalanimefan:
Posted in The Scribble Box
Posted 5 years ago
@vengeance: good to hear. 
doing anything fun today?
doing anything fun today?