Lithium's posts

My mother choose hospice at home and started this on Tuesday evening, she stopped all medical care; dialysis, wound care ( surgery and diabetic complications) , her insulin (diabetic). My mother entered the hospital on May 31st for an emergency surgery, she survived it, choose to fight but was not strong enough. After a short stay at a rehab that messed up my moms sugars, and the surgery not being successful (wound open not healing), my mom decided to come home.

This has been one of the most emotionally conflicting times for me. My sisters, father my girlfriend and I have been at my moms side ever since. Sleep has been minimal, emotions are high, and I feel like I am floating. I don’t want to be around anyone, and I know that’s my right and I am allowed to feel what I am, I just don’t know how to proceed with my emotions and the emotions of my family.

I’m cycling through all the emotions; right now its indifference. I don’t want to be touched, family is arriving in hordes and its slightly irritating me. I understand they have a right to see my mom and pay respects, it’s just distributing the little bit of normalcy I have left.

I just needed to get this out. I feel myself cycling, changing, turning into a different person; for better or worse.

Wait for someone to get up and grab one then grab one, would be my safest bet.

I can relate thought my company just had a party and I awkwardly stood there while everyone ate.

Yes, I overwork myself a lot.
I’m learning slowly but surely how to manage the side effects of this, but alas it’s still a work in progress. I hope you get to rest soon.

Saw the remake of Pet Cemetery

203 and 193

I too hoard stickers because I am afraid to stick them on something I’ll never use or have to get rid of or loose. It’s gotten to the point that if I like the design enough I’ll buy a duplicate. I’ve debated just making a flip through almbum though.

@dragoness129: Thank you so much! Added items to trade.

@lordlucre: Thank you! Trade sent :)

@lordlucre: May I offer 10k for the woodland fae?

Finished tonight’s episode of 911.

Tarot and Oracle cards, crystals, coffee and tea mugs. So many of them.

@dragoness129: Hello! This is a long shot but may I offer a Yes Dark Master, Candy Cane Lane and 10k volts for a virtuous guard?

@phantasma: May I buy your Merlin for 4.5k volts?

@skettiyeti: Would you be willing to trade a raver
for an Engile?