Juliette's posts

@Ark: Could I buy a Greenskeeper?

10 years ago my online friend admitted to me that they loved me and they cared for me and seemed like they would do anything for me. I didn’t have any feelings for them back then and eventually left them when they were scaring me at one point. When I reached out back to them this year, they seemed different and was a better person. After a while and recently I’ve started to develop intense feelings for them and admitted to them that I liked them but they didn’t like me that way anymore and let me down gently. I don’t know if I would ever find someone who has that good of a heart to think about having a relationship with again…I’m very sad and listening to sad songs about damaged relationships…I’m crying…

Blouse by Clairo.

I can kind of relate to this song as people took advantage of me online in the past because of how lonely, confused and naive I was and called me names.

@Shark: I don’t know. ;_;

-is sad-

-wanders in tiredly-

I can’t sleep. ;_;

Oh yay, I’m glad your date went well. :3 I also have social anxiety and I’ve never dated anyone before. I’ve only ever had three crushes in my life and for the first time I admitted to my friend that I liked them. This friend liked me a long time ago and then I stopped talking to them for a long time and when I reached out to them recently, I realised I now liked them but they’ve moved on so I’m sad. ;_;

I’m going to repeat my cooking course and also doing a barista course soon. Next year I will do a baking course. :3

I also looked in the roleplay rules and realised I was allowed only one 1x1 thread, sorry. >.<

I won’t use my old thread.

@CooperationIsKey: I’m a bit anxious. ;_;

@KDA Drew: Oh, what an interesting idea! :O I’ll add it to my first post, thank you. :3

-waves hi-

:3

Hi, I’ve just been really bored and depressed lately so I want to try and roleplay again.

I have a few ideas:

Zombie apocalypse
Plot(s): Some parts of the world have been overrun by flesh-eating zombie-like people. There was a drug that was designed to cure cancer and instead it kept mutating and corrupting people’s genes. It turned normal people insane at first for a few months then slowly developing a taste for human flesh.
Fantasy with demons and angels
Sci-fi with different dimensions
Stories featuring lyrics from songs
1. Songs: Runaway by AURORA
Someone who lives in her own creative world, drawing and painting who’s a little bit like Luna Lovegood and doesn’t really interact with people. Some people think she’s really odd and think she is from another world and/or reincarnated from another life which may or may not be the case…

I might add more later if I think of anything else/expand on those ideas.

@Wildfire: There was a site 10 years ago with people who did so many awful things to me, I repressed the trauma and had recurring dreams about it. All the bad memories came back recently resulting in really intense headaches and I can’t stop crying. ;_;

-wanders in sniffling and crying-

I’m so depressed these days… ;_;