Eruca's posts

@Wildfire: you are that, it's true. People come and go. That's life I suppose!

Do you mind me asking what happened?
The virus is really just icing on the cake. ;;

@Lucifera: i guess people don't want the "economic" losses that comes with cancelling class... But it's really not adequate.

A tiny fridge on the vanity sounds like a great idea. That way I can stop accidentally eating beauty products!

@Lucifera: oooohhh, I like my curries bit sweet and savory, so the dark chocolate didn't go that well. :P i'll try it more spicy next time!

I didn't even know walmart sold rice cake. :O that's pretty cool. at the asian grocery stores they have lots of different kinds~
Theoretically you could make your own from sticky rice but it's a lot of work without the machine...

Just a casual player passing by. Cute game. I liked it. Sad to see it go so soon unlike its predecessor. Oh well!

There's a salem gif for every occasion.

Ohh, i never like to hear stories like that.
First of all, it sounds like there are some communication threads that are not connected. How did everyone else figure out that you're not meeting on hangouts? Is there a way you can connect to that source of info too? (Maybe some email lists or something, those often go wrong)

2ndly, it's so not okay to be called out like that in public without warning. But remember that you also have the ability to defend yourself. Even if you start by doing it here afterwards. Often times people blame and shame when they don't understand your side of the story. Even if they never understand, that doesn't mean you can't come out of this program and enter into a successful career. You're still in, which means you have a chance. You can do it!

How do you even do art classes online?
@Lucifera: i mean, sure the instruction can be delivered online but 70% of it is being in the space surrounded by the people using the materials. Can't get that online, it makes no sense!!

The thing about a shared studio like that though is even if you're less than 10 people, if classes before you have someone infected, the covid19 virus can suspend IN THE AIR for 3 whole hours. Which means danger for anyone that comes into the same enclosed space later. Like, I get that that's a concern, but it's not really a studio art class unless you're actually able to make art.

Just my unsolicited opinion.

@Frossy: wow, what were you working on for 7 years? That's some dedication.

@Wildfire: totally unrelated, but what do you think about montessori schooling? I only ever hear people compare it to conventional schooling...

@Lucifera: I do but somehow in my mind I'm not convinced it will work. Then again, I've actually added chocolate into my curry before. It was... Well,, you could definitely taste the chocolate... it didn't just "melt into the spice mix" like I expected. So I don't always have accurate imaginations of how food taste! Curry spice dark chocolate was delicious though!

You must tell me how you get on with curry rice cake if you ever make it. I'd be so curious to know!

@Wildfire: hey, nice to hear from you again!
You're under no obligation to come and chat with me, but I'm glad you do!

Tbh I've been all of the things you said too, remembered again today that voltra exists and went on a rampage. Lol That's how it goes I guess!

Sometimes I wonder if someone who has a positive opinion of me sees these stupid thoughts, will their opinion of me plunge to the depths of the abysses of despair?

Part of me hopes so. Another part is petrified at the idea. The rest of me couldn't give a fuck for more than the attention span it took to write this post.

@Totalanimefan: for one to enjoy it to the fullest, I think so. But we all have to find our own personal meaning. There's isn't one in general meaning outside of our individual consciousnesses... Except for survival for its own sake, I guess. Even then, not everyone subscribes to that, so. Not very a good one.

@Totalanimefan: i could say to you that you can do it too, not fiddle with your avatar, I mean.

But you might enjoy it more than I do.

My true purpose in life is watching numbers go up and then questioning whether life has a purpose.

Go with an extraordinarily bright neon fuschia. you owe the world this one favor.

Today's excuse for not doing a respectable amount of work is:
I'm too depressed. But also not depressed enough for a clinical diagnosis, or for me to do anything about it.