Boyrrito's posts
Posted in The Surge: April Crates, Bonus Ohms, Knick-knacks & More!
Posted 4 years ago
oh! that bunny girl item is soooo cute <3
Posted in Voltra's Upside Down!
Posted 4 years ago
happy april fools'!
Posted in Let's play with Picrew
Posted 4 years ago
myself as a grunge band member
Posted in Let it all out and move on with your day. COVID-19 Pandemic
Posted 4 years ago
all of my housemates left and decided to spend the rest of the college school year with their families since we have online classes now
so i get the house all to myself for a couple months :) im happy
they arent paying the pg&e or wifi tho, so i have to pay it all now, but it's worth it if i get to be alone
i was tired of their passive aggression anyway. things just might be ok now
so i get the house all to myself for a couple months :) im happy
they arent paying the pg&e or wifi tho, so i have to pay it all now, but it's worth it if i get to be alone
i was tired of their passive aggression anyway. things just might be ok now
Posted in Does anyone else replace the lover in love songs with your depression?
Posted 4 years ago
I consciously sing love songs to my depression lol
Not just love songs, but any song that speaks to a "you" really
For example, in Pinegrove's song Aphasia:
"One day I won't need your love / One day I won't define myself by the one I'm thinking of"
or
In Lana Del Rey's song Norman Fucking Rockwell:
"You fucked me so good I almost said 'I love you'"
sounds exactly how I feel about my depression
Not just love songs, but any song that speaks to a "you" really
For example, in Pinegrove's song Aphasia:
"One day I won't need your love / One day I won't define myself by the one I'm thinking of"
or
In Lana Del Rey's song Norman Fucking Rockwell:
"You fucked me so good I almost said 'I love you'"
sounds exactly how I feel about my depression
Posted in Beastars?
Posted 4 years ago
oh i didnt know theres a show on netflix ! i'll definitely have to check it out on my bootleg sites~
Posted in growing up or going away?
Posted 4 years ago
as i get older and as my depression worsens and life gets staler and i become emptier,
i notice that ive grown away from everyone. there is nobody in my life who has been there from the start
mom gone, dad doesnt like me. all my childhood friends left after i moved away
even the friends i make now go away eventually. they all do.
until there is nobody left.
there is only depression.
without it i would be..nothing? it's the only thing who has been there for me and who i know always will be
as i speak to my sister she tells me "you havent been in my life for the past 3 years. you moved away. of course i forgot about you"
we dont have the same relationship. i am growing up into new interests and creating more distance. we share less in common these days
i share less in common with everyone, it seems. as i fall deeper i realize im reaching isolation and seclusion
is this what i wanted?
have i grown up, or have i gone away? or..both...have i grown away?
i notice that ive grown away from everyone. there is nobody in my life who has been there from the start
mom gone, dad doesnt like me. all my childhood friends left after i moved away
even the friends i make now go away eventually. they all do.
until there is nobody left.
there is only depression.
without it i would be..nothing? it's the only thing who has been there for me and who i know always will be
as i speak to my sister she tells me "you havent been in my life for the past 3 years. you moved away. of course i forgot about you"
we dont have the same relationship. i am growing up into new interests and creating more distance. we share less in common these days
i share less in common with everyone, it seems. as i fall deeper i realize im reaching isolation and seclusion
is this what i wanted?
have i grown up, or have i gone away? or..both...have i grown away?
Posted in Help me make a video game decision...... plz........
Posted 4 years ago
animal crossing because it's hyped right now
id go to mystery dungeon once the acnh hype dies down a bit
id go to mystery dungeon once the acnh hype dies down a bit
Posted in Mules
Posted 4 years ago
ive only ever experimented with mules when i played gaia
i had around 2 or 3 accounts at most given times
nevertheless, i prefer to maintain a single account
i had around 2 or 3 accounts at most given times
nevertheless, i prefer to maintain a single account
Posted in What’s your dream job?
Posted 4 years ago
playing piano, guitar, and/or singing at cafes
local setting, smallscale, but a venue supportive enough to let me do acoustic screamo
local setting, smallscale, but a venue supportive enough to let me do acoustic screamo
Posted in 6 Years Ago Today
Posted 4 years ago
thats amazing! i know it's a day late, so happy belated anniversary
Posted in keeping up is so tiring
Posted 4 years ago
i will never be able to please everyone in the world. this i know.
but it hurts more when i cant even please my friends anymore
seems like everything is being labeled as problematic these days
you cant even practice benign goodwill without being accused of having ulterior motives or being inherently selfish
there is literally no pleasing this world anymore. the regime we're in right now is so overcritical. it overlooks so much beauty and potential.
im really getting tired of walking on eggshells despite trying
nobody recognizes trying. it's either get it right everytime, or get social alienation
but it hurts more when i cant even please my friends anymore
seems like everything is being labeled as problematic these days
you cant even practice benign goodwill without being accused of having ulterior motives or being inherently selfish
there is literally no pleasing this world anymore. the regime we're in right now is so overcritical. it overlooks so much beauty and potential.
im really getting tired of walking on eggshells despite trying
nobody recognizes trying. it's either get it right everytime, or get social alienation
Posted in hi!!!
Posted 4 years ago
welcome, welcome! love the username
if youre looking for the active forums, most of us tend to post in General Chit-Chat or spam posts in The Undercurrent to get volts
also, the front homepage of the website itself actually has a "Latest Topics" widget, which i often use to chat with others
if youre looking for the active forums, most of us tend to post in General Chit-Chat or spam posts in The Undercurrent to get volts
also, the front homepage of the website itself actually has a "Latest Topics" widget, which i often use to chat with others
Posted in What are Some "Dumb" or "Weird" Things you Were Scared of as a Child?
Posted 4 years ago
@grost:
Oh, the living puppets fear is really interesting! Here's a fun fact for you that might scare you even more:
in Wizard101, all enemy models are defaulted to a living puppet, meaning that when worlds haven't finished loading and you enter an area that has not downloaded all the assets onto your computer, you will see all the enemies in that area represented as a still-motion living puppet that moves through the virtual space without actually moving its body or joints (so it basically floats through the map)
Oh, the living puppets fear is really interesting! Here's a fun fact for you that might scare you even more:
in Wizard101, all enemy models are defaulted to a living puppet, meaning that when worlds haven't finished loading and you enter an area that has not downloaded all the assets onto your computer, you will see all the enemies in that area represented as a still-motion living puppet that moves through the virtual space without actually moving its body or joints (so it basically floats through the map)