Matcha's Gacha! RESTOCKED!!

Lithinel

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November 2017 - February 2018

And yes, Bio. You were getting very close. Haha.

Lithinel generated a random number between 1 and 2050; Resulting In 1106

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November 2017 - February 2018

Hey Bio. You're here!!! And it's a good thing too. Hardly anybody has posted here of late.

Lithinel generated a random number between 1 and 2050; Resulting In 458

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November 2017 - February 2018

And I really need to get a lot more lavender and roses.

Lithinel generated a random number between 1 and 2050; Resulting In 2026

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November 2017 - February 2018

Lol...well I'm not gonna be around tomorrow...so it's really my last chance to earn all the currency I need. And I only have a few hours left to do that. With a food and (possibly shower) break in between.

Lithinel generated a random number between 1 and 2050; Resulting In 1449

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November 2017 - February 2018

The shop will still be open for a few more days, but I'm not sure what time the event currency stops dropping.

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November 2017 - February 2018

It's just I'll be out of town and busy all day tomorrow. So I personally won't have any chance to post like at all tomorrow.

Lithinel

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November 2017 - February 2018

So sorry for my delay, I was eating a late dinner. But thanks so much for being willing to stay on with me. I really appreciate it. :)

Lithinel

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November 2017 - February 2018

@bioshock: Thanks so much for understanding. I may decide to take a shower in about 20 or so minutes so I may disappear for a bit again, but I should be able to chat undisturbed for quite a bit now at least.

Lithinel generated a random number between 1 and 2050; Resulting In 1219

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November 2017 - February 2018

Like until then anyway.

Lithinel generated a random number between 1 and 2050; Resulting In 223

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November 2017 - February 2018

@bioshock: Oh my gosh....awww. Your bunny sounds absolutely adorable. I've always wanted a bunny, just never got one.

Lithinel generated a random number between 1 and 2050; Resulting In 1173

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November 2017 - February 2018

Oh wow, I was super close to winning a prize that time...like really close.

Lithinel generated a random number between 1 and 1000; Resulting In 812

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November 2017 - February 2018

I'm just gonna take my shower tomorrow before leaving. Lol.

That sounds just like my cats honestly. They're always hovering around the table, waiting for someone to drop food so they can "clean it up." Bunnies do sound like super awesome pets. But then again, I like any furry, fluffy animal so... xD

Lithinel generated a random number between 1 and 2050; Resulting In 1027

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November 2017 - February 2018

Oh crud, wrong numbers. Lol.

Lithinel generated a random number between 1 and 2050; Resulting In 665

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November 2017 - February 2018

Oh, yeah. I totally believe that. Every pet is different and most probably does come with their own unique sets of rewards and difficulties.

Lithinel generated a random number between 1 and 2050; Resulting In 465

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November 2017 - February 2018

Hey, I'm so sorry for the major delay once again. I was welcoming a new newbie and helping him get on his feet with a few items and what not.

And well, I think everyone has a bit of a preference when it comes to what type of animal they want to have as pets. Even if they like others. I mean, I like dogs, but I just prefer cats. Especially as pets. They're much less work and just as cuddly.

skettiyeti generated a random number between 1 and 2050; Resulting In 64

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Lithinel:

[size=10]November 2017 - February 2018

[color=#967BB6]@skettiyeti: Oh thank you for saying that. That it's nothing to be ashamed of. <3 I mean I'm sorry that you understand what I'm going through, (since I wouldn't wish anxiety on my worst enemy) but it kind of feels to good to know that there is someone who understands. (I hope that doesn't sound selfish) Like it feels good to sort of be validated you know?

I haven't done much at all since graduating High School in 2016 and a lot of my classmates well, they're going to college (which I am also far too anxious to do, and don't even know WHAT I'd go for anyway) working, or even starting families and what not. And here I am...just trying to get through life. I've been going to therapy since January 2017 with two therapists, but if I'm being honest, I haven't made a whole lot of progress. And I've been on three different anxiety medications, two different depression medications (I also have depression too) and well, while the depressions meds work a bit, the anxiety medications don't work at all. :/

Sorry about the long reply, by the way. :/

That doesn't sound selfish at all! It's always nice to talk to people that go through similar things, yanno? <3

Hey, it's totally okay to take some time. My friend took a bit to start college as well, and sometimes it doesn't work out for some people. It is expensive and can be hard going in when you're not sure what you wanna do. My brother is 5 years older than me and he finished a bachelor's at the same time I did for that very reason. But we were sent to college ASAP after high school because of our dad. Which was fine for me, but doesn't work for everyone. In Europe, most kids take a leap year or so after high school.

Everyone has a unique journey. I hope you find something that works for you! I hope I can go to therapy someday but for now I have been lucky enough that my meds work pretty well, but I have the opposite problem, mine work better for my anxiety than for my depression. I think it's awesome that you have taken that step though! I always applaud it, because it was the best decision I ever made personally... Before the medicine I was WAY worse. Of course it doesn't always work for everybody, I just happened to get lucky with mine. I'm sending all my good vibes to you!!!

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skettiyeti generated a random number between 1 and 2050; Resulting In 380

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Also oooh pet conversation. xD

I am a new cat owner... Though I am a dog person at heart, I haven't got the facilities to take care of a dog currently. Eventually!!!!

I grew up with dogs and have been missing them thoroughly since I moved away from home. I dream about them a lot...

Lithinel

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November 2017 - February 2018

@skettiyeti: So sorry for my delayed reply. After my little trip out of town, I decided to take a few days break off of Voltra but I am back once again. It just won't be ALL DAY everyday at this point. Haha.

But thanks so much for responding to my last post and saying it didn't sound selfish. I was truly hoping it didn't come across as that way.

And thank you so much for all of the love and support too. Even though I do have a pretty good support system, sometimes I feel as if I've got no one (thanks, brain...) so it's always good to know that I have someone to talk to. Or nice when people offer. I guess I just feel a bit pressured by society in general to get a job or go to college already even though I've only been out of school for a few years. :/

I'm glad your meds have been working for you though. And good luck with therapy if you do ever get the chance. It's only just finally started working a little bit for me, and I think it's because I've got a therapist I like. Sadly though, I'm only going to see her a few more times. Before having to get another new one once again.

Anyway, enough of that. How have you been?