Do what I do. Hold tight and pretend it's a plan!
So! New rule!
I am no longer allowed to go out drinking alone. I have to be with somebody who can take me home, control me, tell me when to stop.
I made it to day 4 without alcohol this time, I am now enjoying a beer in my house while I play video games. Safe, nice, enjoyable.
I hope this works. Because going cold turkey IS NOT WORKING.
We're all stories, in the end. Just make it a good one, eh?