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Posted in Synth’s journal Posted 3 months ago
Oh I feel sad but I reckon I’m just tired. Weary. This is the new normal to get used to. Hmm. Ready to go home 😭
Posted in Synth’s journal Posted 3 months ago
Gotta get beer before I go home. I should really go grocery shopping but might not do it lol
Posted in Synth’s journal Posted 3 months ago
Okay! Gonna go take the rest of our break and drink some water and eat a snack and read some of that depressing book and then head back in. Today will be fine.
Posted in Synth’s journal Posted 3 months ago
Miss writing by hand just for the sake of writing too. My handwritings gotten worse since I stopped writing on paper lol
Posted in Synth’s journal Posted 3 months ago
Man I do miss the glory days of having multiple roleplays on solia though.

Ahh I miss role playing but I don’t have time for it! I should be writing in general too but I’m so tired. Idk might get myself a new notebook and do that midwife story.
Posted in Synth’s journal Posted 3 months ago
It’ll be nice to get on the road and get away from all this. I love my dad and still want a relationship with him but we shouldn’t be living together lmao.
Posted in Synth’s journal Posted 3 months ago
My dad still doesn’t really believe in emotional abuse but at least he’s not trying to convince me to be friendly with my mother anymore. Evil bitch
Posted in Synth’s journal Posted 3 months ago
Oh idk what’s real and what’s not. Looking over that weirdness from last night. Idk.

Idk what I should do. I’m trying to be more present and have more agency instead of relying on like…. Whatever bullshit I convince myself I’m listening to or reading or whatever.

I’m really tired. Being an adult is hard. Being a human is hard.
Posted in Synth’s journal Posted 3 months ago
Never did get that allergy test. Maybe I’ll see if they can do it or prescribe me another epipen to take with me. Maybe. Or maybe not! Maybe I’ll just not go to the doctor again until I have insurance! Idk!

Nah I really need to at least do my T labs I’d nothing else. I’m worried my levels are high and maybe that’s part of why I feel so gross
Posted in Synth’s journal Posted 3 months ago
I hope I don’t have another allergy attack like a few years ago

Maybe it’s best I likely won’t be able to go do this school thing in the summer because it’s in the valley and last time I went there in the summer I ended up in the er because I couldn’t breathe
Posted in Synth’s journal Posted 3 months ago
Ohhhh I’m exhausted but I’m glad I came to work I guess. I do prefer the normalcy. And it’s good to be making money right now.
Posted in Synth’s journal Posted 3 months ago
“Give” like you still have to pay for it out of your paycheck. Bullshit

Maybe I shoulda stayed home. Whatever. I hate missing work. And I hate working lmao
Posted in Synth’s journal Posted 3 months ago
That old epipen actually expired a year ago so I guess if I have an allergy attack I’ll just die lmao

Why the fuck!!!!! Are companies allowed to wait six months to give you insurance!!!
Posted in Synth’s journal Posted 3 months ago
Ohhhhhh made it to work just under an hour late. Probably shouldn’t be here but it is what it is. Need to get my tonsils out before they ducking choke me to death