Milkshake's posts
Posted in Evening
Posted 11 months ago
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@nomnomwoobat: I love them sm! Birds are one of my fav animals :3.
My legal guardian did the same to me. I fortunately kept a few but im in the same boat trying to build back up. Anything she deeemed immature, was thrown out. Sucks but it feels nice buying them as a lil treat for myself here and there. I just love stuffies in general, my house is filled with them!
My favorite beanie I have is Halo, she's sooo cute
I am so glad I was able to keep her because man, her prices are crazy!
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Posted in Evening
Posted 11 months ago
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@nomnomwoobat: aww beanie babies r so cool, what kind did u get?
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Posted in The Trash Heap [S] CIs+RIGs+more
Posted 11 months ago
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@Count Trashula: can I yoink up an Obsessed
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Posted in Does anyone here use Pinterest?
Posted 12 months ago
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I love Pinterest, just good vibes all around.
I have many Art reference and Art inspo boards, lol.
a cute meme board (mostly sanrio), a specific sanrio board, stardew, minecraft, cocktails (the alcohol recipes r usually pretty good), desserts, a cherry blossom board and a strawberry board, home decor/DIY, a kinnie board, outfits, ponytown, makeup, gacha Club edits (they're just cute and I like drawing people's characters for them), different aesthetics like cyberpunk or pastel, custom dolls ranging from bjds to littlest pet shops, nails, origami, hair, gaming Setups and aesthetics, anime figurines, imvu, tattoos, nd one for profile pictures I usually use on Xbox or discord or something lol. I spend alot of time on it. Usually when I'm in the bathtub tbh
my boyfriends is really edgy and cool, he saves horror stuff and moody medieval Gothic things to help w his writing lol.
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Posted in Mental Help
Posted 1 year ago
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@macsen191: Do you have any tips on mindfulness? I struggle with disassociation a lot so I feel it'd be super helpful lol.
@Baralai: Oh man that sounds awful, im so sorry!
Im also pretty obsessive with the crappy thoughts, lol. I used to be super creative and loved to make things, now it's just constant exhaustion despite not being in any bad situations anymore.. like I know my body and mind needs rest after about a decade of chaos but jeez I'd like to feel normal again lol :::ʚ♡ɞ:::
Posted in Mental Help
Posted 1 year ago
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@Baralai: Thank you for sharing your story. I'm a BPD who struggles with alcoholism, and it's been a long struggle not to slip back into it. Also a DV survivor, so proud of myself for getting out of that situation! It was super horrifying.
I've finally been able to fight for my insurance back, but now my anxiety is so through the roof that I can't even pick up the phone to call a specialist :'). I've been in fight or flight for so long and now idk how to be a normal human anymore.
Mental health is a huge thing for me and I would love to find a way to also help people, after I can get some myself haha.
I've wanted to write some stuff down for a long time and just never got to it. I feel like Diane in bojack, lol. I've played around with the idea of a video game or maybe a book, idk. Some sort of way to get the trauma out I guess, hoping it reaches anyone in the void and helps another, somehow. I've tried painting but I can never really get a good concept down for the canvas, though I have painted my anxiety before and gotten some pretty rad feedback.
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Posted in Lightning Surge: Crate & Legacy Sneak Peak!
Posted 1 year ago
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IS THAT A DINOSAUR ONESIE
lol I hope I can get the Alice before it's replaced qwq money's been tight lately
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Posted in I've been at the ER for 12 hours now awaiting treatment
Posted 1 year ago
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@Justice: omg im jealous! 🥺 I love him. Eeyup intensifies
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Posted in Happy Spring! (Or Fall for your down under)
Posted 1 year ago
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spring avi spring avi
I'm hoping to plant some things in our little apartments planter area soon, namely strawberries. We also have a cherry blossom festival here in Ohio somewhere, I was thinking of going this year.
My puppy is definitely going to be ecstatic when the weather warms up!
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Posted in I've been at the ER for 12 hours now awaiting treatment
Posted 1 year ago
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@Justice: That sounds insanely miserable! I'm sorry you had to wait that long ;n; I've had very long wait times to get a bed in the psych unit here, I waited probably around the same my first time and it sucked. I hate going to the Er!
I hope you at least were able to receive the treatment you needed. What kind of plushie did you bring? :)
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Posted in The Surge: Crates, Legacies, & More! Oh My!
Posted 1 year ago
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that rainbow Alice is sweeeeeet. glad to see this items return.
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Posted in S- July Items!
Posted 1 year ago
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I'd like to grab an obsessed!
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Posted in The Surge: `Twas a Winter Plasma Orb Delivery!
Posted 1 year ago
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Vouchers a pretty nice idea tbh
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Posted in My windows froze weird
Posted 1 year ago
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Oooo pretty! There's a really bad storm here and my power actually went out for awhile lol
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