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MoodyB

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『 Moody Says. . .』

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@Wildfire: Yeah. my laptop sabotaging me slightly lol.
So it's making me not be interested in my art lately. im afraid i'll end up breaking it.
so hopefully it lasts a bit longer for me to try to get better at art enough to replace it.
If not i may have to settle with just buying an ipad or something.

Yeah. We didn't interact with him but my grandma did and told us about it all through the family group chat.
Yup it can. technically still grieving over everything with my mom that happened years ago.
and still experiencing trauma with that since her condition is also..not improving.

Wildfire

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@MoodyB: sorry... got busy doing things. Yeah, I can see where your laptop being all bluescreenish-of-deathish would be sabotaging you a bit with your art. That's really unfortunate :( I hope you can manage to get the technological replacement you're looking for :) Grieving is difficult even in the "best" of situations and losing a parent (in any capacity) is a special kind of torture.

MoodyB

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『 Moody Says. . .』

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@Wildfire: yeah. and since it only has 4gb ram it cant handle the things i need it to lol or read colors correctly.

hoping i can.
im torn between just getting an ipad or getting a desktop.
comes down to which one will i afford lol.

yeah. not looking forward to more grief when that happens.

Wildfire

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@MoodyB: well, you already said it - you're already grieving your mother. :(
I hope you don't need to replace your computer soon, but it sounds like the time is coming fast.

MoodyB

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@Wildfire: the first time was just hard enough. especially when most didnt seem to care and we got 0 help. :/
i think by then we should somehow adopt an emotional support animal.

yeah which is not good lol.
im not ready yet! XD

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Wildfire

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@Ava: Hi Ava! I'm glad things are going so well for you - hopefully a couple of those call backs will lead to the next step really soon!

@MoodyB: So family -who you seem to be surrounded by- didn't offer any help? That's truly unfortunate. :(
I hope you get the time you need :3

Good morning